God is so creative when choosing what and who will teach me a lesson. I'm currently helping teach Vacation Bible School to 2nd graders, and our memory verse during the first night (the same night I was in charge of the lesson by the way) was Psalm 139:14 -
"I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Wonderful are Your works, and my soul knows it very well."
This really got me to thinking. The world says my ovaries don't work right, which is true I guess for getting pregnant and having a baby of my own. But I have to remember that I been fearfully and wonderfully made by God so actually they work just the way God intended in order for me to live out the purpose He has planned. Again, I don't know what that plan is, but I'm looking forward to finding out.
Someone I know recently told me that he and his wife couldn't have a baby either. Their doctor even told them flat out "you will never get pregnant" and even questioned why they were still trying. Eventually they left that doctor and several years later did miraculously get pregnant. When they went in for delivery, their current doctor was away, so guess who delivered their baby (the baby that couldn't be)? Yep, their previous doctor that said she would never be pregnant! That was not a coincidence. That was definitely God wanting to show that doctor that He can create something out of nothing. So her body didn't work just right either to have a baby, but God made her that way so she could be an instrument in God's work in showing that doctor that He does exist and can still preform miracles.
There's a great song out right now called More Beautiful You by Johnny Diaz that I really like. Part of the chorus says,
"You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do
So there could never be a more beautiful you."
So even though my ovaries may not work "right", they do work perfectly for the plan God has in store for me because I have been fearfully and wonderfully made.
